Friday, June 1, 2012

Your perfect love is casting out fear

so normally I dream a lot back home. it's more unusual for me not to dream, which is how this trip has been. last night, I went to bed late like usual and everyone was asleep when I got to my room. I layed down and probably fell asleep around midnight. at 440am I woke up. also normal. I usually wake up in the middle of the night back home and here it's been a few times a night until I get up around 630am. I was a little relieved that I made it almost to 5 without waking up but felt pretty awake. I thought I was still awake when I woke up an hour later screaming. my subconscious had slipped back into a dream like state and I remember seeing a car driving reckless up a mountain. I was in the car that was following them and police on the side of the road were desperately trying to stop this man. a few turns later and he had crashed into the mountain. lucky for them they didn't just speed off the side of the mountain, I said. we went to the car to see what happened. there was a woman in the car as well. while we tried to uncover the things in the car to figure out what had drove this man mad, the lady spoke to me and said, I know what it was. and I felt a fear and heaviness come over me. i remember not wanting to look at the woman's face because she was possessed by a demon so I refrained from looking. she grabbed me by the throat and started choking me. I couldn't even let out a scream but I woke up screaming, crying, and trying my hardest to get air in my lungs. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think, I couldn't move. I tried crying out to Jesus but couldn't get a word out. it was 545 and I was awake and not alone. I sat up breathing harder as tears streamed down my cheeks. one of my roommates woke up. she sat with me, comforting me with prayer and scripture and then got one of our other roommates to join us. we prayed and sang and talked and I slowly felt relief come over me. I've never experienced a demonic dream but it's so real. Im feeling sick with a sore throat and headache now so please pray for health and healing. this all happened during the Muslim chanting and it's very clear that the devil has a foothold here. there's witchcraft and voodoo and separation from God in this place. we are spreading the love of Jesus though and the devil knows it. but if our God is for us, who can be against us?

1 comment:

  1. Praying for you sweetie, love you so much! Know that God is there with you and you still have amazing things ahead on your trip :)

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